Why did i love her ???

Pyar hi chaha tumse...
pyar dunga tumhe...
rahunga tumhare paas hamesha...
na chod ke jaunga tanha tujhe..
kabhi socha nahi itna kyun chahta hoo tumhe...
kyun pyar karta hoon itna zyada..
kyun tere dard mein rota hoon..
kyun teri hasi se khusi milti hai..
kyun man kare tujhe itna pyar dun k tu saari duniya ko bhool jaye...
kyun chahoon k tu har waqt meri bahon mein rahe..
kyun tujhe apni aaghosh mein lena chahoon...
kyun chahoon k tera masoom chehra rahe hamesha meri aankhon ke samne...
tere pyar ne deewana banaya ya pagal...
par jo bhi ho tere pyar ne mujhe patthar se insaan zaroor bana diya....

Age of 24-25...not a nice one...literally...

24-25 is not a nice age for a man.... your ex-gfs are getting married , Your career has just started, Elders treat you as unproven theorems, College guys feel that you are too old to have in there group... You seem to enjoy both cartoon and news. You can no longer eat whatever you wish without putting on weight. You are not invited for weekend cricket matches . Every Aunty you meet asks “Shaadi kab kar rahe ho beta!!” while uncle asks “Career ka kya socha hai beta…”. When the reality is that you are just riding the wave and going with the flow. You have all the confidence in the world but little achievements to show, You already have the first hand experience of life , You know that whatever you have been taught about the world in school has been sheer waste of time. You can be denied a job even after passing the test and you could be given a job if you know someone placed high enough… Politics till now was a dirty word but now you feel it everywhere. You know now love is not that blind and that friendship has its terms and conditions. .You know there is nothing for granted and free lunches are not free. Your overconfidence is now making way for a humble conscience. . You now know it is not exactly what we thought it would be